Listen, My Love Story

oh baby
please come back
is never your fault
is my foolishness that masks my senses
is that the love is too bright it blinds me
you know in your heart,
no one else loves you the way I do
and no one else except you
that can carve a smile even on my darkest hour
I beg you, to return,
nothing else

Yes, I went to your place, I waited for you
even at your office, or even in front of his house
Looking from far, you are not even looking that happy
Would you please
Don't be angry over me again
I know, it's a wrongdoing
I wish it's a misunderstanding
Believe me, give me hope
And time to reverse the unhappy moments
Just a little more
Please, you are too over confident on me
I'm getting weak and fragile
and I don't think I can withstand even my weight anymore
So please baby

Day by Day
i count in my heart
how many love petals that have wiltered
just too afraid to look at the mirror
it's just myself, without you
i love you, that's all i can think of

Would you walk back into our house,
countless "I'm Sorry" I will say
with all I have
I will hold you in my arm
tight, for as long till death do us apart
I love you, what else you want me to say

I have did anything I could, I would and I should
yet my tears roll down, hoping you can wipe it once more
seeing you by his side,
Do you know, my heart is crushing to pieces
I cry, I yell, I throw, I kick
I drop down, holding back to myself
can't rationalise anything
I just want you
to come back to my life
to me


P.S
it's not really my love story.


written 20th-24th Jan 2011, Ipoh