Try Just Try

try to listen
try will you just try
be quiet will you
i just want to say the words of my heart
but have you ever noticed that?

all the while
i'm always the one who are listening
because i just want you to be happy

try to see
try will you just try
stare into my eyes
and when you are quietly staring
do you feel the needs in me
to express my inner pain out to you

and all the while
when you need someone,
i have always been there
because i just want you to be happy

but actually
who am i to you?
maybe i'm just like one of them
that you have used to do the same
and when
you have no one to play
you are returning back to my side
that's me to you

blame on me
for that i have never written my heart down to you
even i have already tried my best
forgive me
for that i will never require you
to hear
or to stare into my eyes anymore
never again

written at Ipoh 6/8/11